They took a long time to fill
Knit two afghan rows, make myself put it down and do something else for twenty minutes for my hands’ sake, repeat. That’s been the pattern for lo these many days.
Which is how I quit knitting and saw the note on Facebook from my friend Michelle in San Diego. We met when her fussy toddler was made happy by a finger puppet at Lisa Souza’s booth at Stitches years ago.
I went straight to the USGS site. From 8:16 to 8:50 pm tonight, there were four earthquakes where yesterday’s was in southern California: 5.0, 7.1, 5.5, 4.9. Felt from Mexico to San Francisco to Sacramento. (We didn’t.) Yow. That last one happened in between when she posted and when I signed in a few minutes later.
Remember when they took out the concrete floor to the shed to get at the roots after the neighbors cut down the redwood tree a few months ago? We had two water containers, 35 and 50 gallons, that they had to empty so they could move them out of the way. We’ve been putting off refilling them because we don’t have a new floor to that yet–we were waiting till the neighbors are done with their addition to their house before throwing more contractors’ trucks in this block. We didn’t want to have to empty them again to move them again to have to fill them again. One does not waste water here.
Dude. Four earthquakes in a half hour and the biggest one in twenty years: you know that’s increasing pressure elsewhere in the system.
We did what we should have done from the beginning and, flashlights in hand, washed off the very dirty tops of the lids and refilled those tanks, relieved when we could finally put that second one back on. Done.
The idea of having the storage for a water emergency but with no water in it after such a strong warning was unfathomable. Yes you don’t waste water, but we are so much more than the worth of 85 gallons.
We will rest a little easier tonight knowing that’s done.
Okay, so, back at last to the afghan. I’ve got time for one more row.
(Edit, there was another 5.5 at 9:18. That’s a strong aftershock.)
Independence
I was ignoring the booms. He was busy, too.
It took at least a half hour of background sound before he said what I was thinking and together we headed outside. Because it is the Fourth, and because it is what we always do, and so we watched.
You can see the highest of the fireworks over the Bay from behind the neighbors’ trees. No crowds, no cars.
There was a bright red and green one that suddenly seemed for all the world like a line of Christmas lights–being shattered. The promise of the Christ Child, of compassion and love eternal offered freely to all: America’s leader wants no part of that.
We are shattered at those concentration camps where children are being held. Where the workers will be fired if they comfort and hold a child, where they are instead following orders to deny them adequate food, water, changes of clothes or diapers, warmth, sleep, everything.
Where the teenage prisoners love and tend to the small children who were before this strangers to them, and yet not one of our own people has found it within themselves to yell, with or without cameras running, Then go ahead and fire me! I dare you to tell me I can’t hug this crying baby! What is WRONG with you?!
But they don’t. For what? A paycheck? Thirty pieces of silver is a hard, hard currency.
And so those seeking asylum and comfort from us take those smaller children into their own arms while they are still children themselves and they shame us by their grace.
All they ask is that we honor our own asylum laws, as have they, and offer them a fair hearing.
And their parents back.
So we’re second choice?
Wednesday July 03rd 2019, 10:00 pm
Filed under:
Wildlife
That gate needs to be rehung; it’s progressed from hard to close, to, the edge closest to the house loudly scrapes the pebbled sidewalk when you try and the latch can’t latch.
Last night I pushed it as hard as I could so that the sidewalk braced it in place a good one. There was no room for even a little thing to squeeze by.
At sundown the neighbor’s dog barked and barked and barked and barked and barked.
At about 10:45 the dog was quiet but the gate, suddenly, was not.
The (presumed) skunk’s only success was in scooting back the way it had come before I could get over there fast enough for my second sighting.
The little stinker
There was a problem with the washing machine at her place so of course we said, sure, c’mon over here.
Her schedule was tight enough that she got a late start at it but it had to be done.
And so it was nearly 11:30 last night when she was reaching down to pick up her hamper of now-clean clothes to take home as I was reaching to open the front door for her when I suddenly shrieked, DON’T OPEN THAT DOOR!!!!
Followed immediately after, it must be admitted, with my inwardly admiring how the colors of the fur kind of melted into each other–it looked marvelously soft. Definitely spinnable. I can see why my brother reached down to pet his roommate’s cat one night years ago, just as he heard his apartment door automatically locking behind him right in the moment he realized that the animal at his feet was not, in fact, a cat.
Having come down the walkway and crossed the doorstep in my moment of !!!, the skunk now went through the open gate just to the side and sniffed at the recycling bin. Then in the direction of the few leftover tomato plants that got plunked in the dirt over there a few months ago because I didn’t know where else to put the extras.
Hey dude. You already ate those. And you pooped on our sidewalk afterwards. At least put it in the garden yourself.
Right. So, no go, and what was that blast of sound? Not caring for that. It turned around and bounced with a jaunty little walk back down the way it had come, a wobble to its step that kind of looked like how a two year old runs. It was absolutely adorable.
One could not tell in the night if it had ducked into the azaleas at the end there or gone under the cars or–? There was just no way to know.
Her: A skunk?! The way you yelled I thought it was a black widow spider!
Me: (gobsmacked.) Would you rather it was a skunk?!
Her: Yes!
Me: (Thinking, but, but, you can’t stomp on a skunk…!)
Her: Because, black widows!
Her: Oh man, what if it gets my clean clothes.
We invited her to crash here for the night, but no could do, starting with contacts solution back at her place. We spent a couple of minutes debating who was the brave one (too soon, too soon) and finally (still too soon, but it was late) Richard proclaimed, I’LL be brave! and grabbed a flashlight to match the one in my hands and we opened the door and basically created late-night hell for the neighbors. We’re HERE (shuffle shuffle shuffle loudly) little skunk, go AWAY! (Shuffle shuffle shuffle) We’re HERE, little skunk, go go go!
Me: Should I look under the cars for it?
Them, in unison: NO!!
She got in her car. Only then did I flash the light and nope, it wasn’t under our car, anyway. She managed to pull out without backing over anything.
Two feet and a pane of glass. I haven’t been that close to a skunk since our honeymoon.
They did it!
A great big pot of applesauce with a very small blond boy standing over it, grin big and hand wide as if about to do an exuberant splashdown into that tasty goop: it’s not my kid so I’m not putting his face here, but it was a great photo and it made my day.
I passed Ellen’s recommendation on to the mom of the Victorio Strainer so she doesn’t have to cut the seeds out next time, and then promptly ordered one myself so we could both use it when the Fujis come on. My mom used to have something like that all my growing up, only big, metal, and heavy, essential to her for getting tomatoes to the right texture for chili sauce; my tomatoes have started turning color (bird netting was applied today) and I was feeling nostalgic. Mom, what’s your recipe? I know you told me thirty years ago…
Plus, all those apple seeds.
So we will try out that new toy and hopefully it will last for generations like Mom’s. Thank you, Ellen!
Jenna
Yellow Transparent apples. I wrote a little note detailing how we’d come to have such a tree–a dwarfing rootstock grow-back after the main tree had died–and what the little things were like.
Great for applesauce. Terrible keepers–three days at the max but only in the fridge, one to two on the counter. Mushy. Small. Once a big commercial variety, now very rare (with good reason) but if you want a cooked apple, they taste good.
And then I posted that on the ward chat.
One person responded, and she said that as a matter of fact she’d been thinking of making some applesauce; she’d love to bring her little boys and come pick apples, what a cool idea!
They were all hers.
I think, when she and her husband laid eyes on the tree, that they were maybe wishing they had some competition, but hey.
And so this young couple and two adorable little toddlers ages 1 and 3 were here this afternoon with their padded bag and together we picked those apples. I added a few Meyer lemons and newly-ripe plums, because I could.
The one-year-old picked up a Santa Rosa plum, took a bite, and tossed it.
I laughed and explained that if you pit them and blenderize them, the skins are tart but the interior is sweet and it makes an effect like tart cherry jam.
As they were leaving and I was thinking of all. those. little. apples. she was going to have to core and peel (they asked if I use the skins in apple sauce, and I said I do in apple butter) I stopped her going by my front door and asked her to wait just a moment.
I dashed inside, pulled out the electric apple peeler and asked if she’d like to borrow it for a week?
The relief in her voice as she said YES! Thank you!
–Yeah, I should have offered that from the get-go.
And thanks for all the cheese
Steve, owner of The Milk Pail, was offering raclette and other goodies and throwing a small impromptu party today at his much-loved shop, which closes forever tomorrow. There was the big bash with a band already, but he just wasn’t done saying goodbye to all the faces and stories he’d known for so many years, this place he’d put his life into.
Which meant these were hours when I knew he was going to be there.
I put on the sunblock and headed out. His wife and his daughters, too: they were all there.
And I only had the one. All this time I’ve been baby blanket knitting, ~90 hours’ worth of work so far, and I wanted to have four made. But I’m a do-one-project-till-it’s-done knitter, aside from the purse-friendly carry-arounds. Which this was, so at least my good intentions got that far: one would do when one was what I had.
And so, in memory of all that he’s given the community–Milk Pail has been an institution for 45 years–and of the good fight we fought together at City Hall, and most of all for the gift of his friendship and great example of how to be a truly decent human being, I gave him a handknit hat.
They loved it, all of them, because his happiness was theirs and I loved them for it.
Who now is going to put up a big sign in their grocery store saying this is their personal cost of a 25 pound bag of oats and if you put it on your bill, they will then deliver it to the local soup kitchen? Who is going to throw community cheese parties and melt that raclette right out of its rind onto your waiting bread? Where else can you order Thai Curry Cheddar (or even find out that it’s a thing?)
I could not let him retire without a bit of my knitting, I just couldn’t.
With a cherry on top
Hung out at Fillory aka Green Planet Yarns and saw–Renee! We did a mutual double take in disbelief and then big hugs and it was great to see her and catch up a bit. We met when I was doing a book signing at Warren‘s yarn shop in Marin a dozen years ago, with a Stitches or two thrown in since.
Meantime, the pie is all gone and there are enough tart cherries for two more.
My my. Whatever shall we do.
(Burning the crust just meant we could skip the empty calories part, we figured. So: the new silicone crust-edge cover? Yeah no.) 
Thursday the multiple 13s
By the time we booked our reservation at our favorite major-celebrations restaurant only the 8:00 slot was left.
Which meant being able to watch the entire second debate first.
Which definitely gave us a topic of conversation over our dinner.
For every spring forever after
The friend who got a Blenheim apricot tree as a housewarming present sent me a picture of her tree with beautiful yellow fruit on it and told me she’d let her kids pick the first and ripest today and how joyful an experience it was for them all.
It completely, totally made my day.
Hi, Lori, here it is
I talked to an old friend briefly and she wanted to know what I’d been working on of late. I invited her over here to come see.
And then realized I’ve talked about cherries and hawks but it’s been awhile since I’ve showed pictures of the afghan I started last month. Nothing has changed except length, of course, and the pictures don’t show the depth the cables give it, but it’s slowly getting there and I’m quite pleased with it.
Also a bit ready to go work on something different soon, even while I know I’ll miss working on this once it’s done.
Five pounds and more still on it
Monday June 24th 2019, 10:31 pm
Filed under:
Food,
Garden
I procrastinated picking them: I wanted my sister- and brother-in-law to see my little tree at its prettiest.
Which turned out to be a good thing, because I didn’t know just how deep a red those tart cherries could get to nor how big they could be nor just how good. After all, I’d only ever gotten a few in the tree’s young life and those had been picked early (it turns out) while trying to thwart the birds.
All I can guess is that putting sunflower seeds in the feeder for the first time in several years enticed them to eat that instead of my cherries; there were very few bites and the tree was loaded like it has never been before and it stayed loaded. Give it a few years’ growth and I’m going to have to ask friends to come help pick some for themselves. I don’t think they’ll mind. Fresh tart cherries are very rare in California–for a hundred years it was a given that there weren’t enough chill hours to grow them here.
Actually, some varieties, it turns out, you can. English Morello for the win.
Thank you Mathias
Sunday June 23rd 2019, 10:24 pm
Filed under:
Family,
Life
A two year old started randomly yelling in the middle of church today insisting he wanted a donut and got taken outside a moment by his mom to be shushed, along with a couple of other toddlers who chimed in. I mean, who wouldn’t want donuts? Where were their donuts?
Which is how his mom and those few others saw the arsonist setting the fire that was starting to whoosh up the dry hillside right to where there was a chapel full of people who had no idea what was happening behind them. It came close.
Everybody is okay. We are praying hard that the guy is somehow caught and stopped.
Out of the mouths of babes, oh Lord, Thou has perfected praise.
Into the woods
Saturday June 22nd 2019, 9:10 pm
Filed under:
Family,
Life
Twisty, windy, blind-curved mountain roads, past Alice’s Restaurant in La Honda where there were motorcycles parked everywhere and across the intersection and a sign said, loudly, HAM RADIO operators something-something and I looked at the resident ham with a question mark but no, he doesn’t even ride a motorcycle…
And then the state park we had come for. Redwoods like Muir Woods without the distance nor the crush of summer people.
My brother-in-law was admiring a set of giants just after the four of us got out of the car and gave a chuckle when I told them that a circle of redwood trunks like that is called a fairy circle. (Right. They’re so dainty, aren’t they?) They all come up from the same set of roots, and, (coming on to the next one) see this bit of growth at the bottom? That’ll be the next one. All part of the same entity.
There’s no knowing how long ago this one played Hulk! Smash! on its way down, but somehow the bottom of it looks like a wild boar to me.
Or maybe that’s just its tutu?

Happy Solstice
Friday June 21st 2019, 10:35 pm
Filed under:
Knit
Since I am alternating rows to blend dye lots, I am now on skeins 13 and 14, at, unstretched, about 49″ square.
I had to pick something up the other day that I knew was going to be good and heavy–and to my surprise it wasn’t so much this time.
I guess all those dozens and dozens of hours of lifting and moving and shifting all that wool in my lap as I worked across those rows is paying off!