So. Last night at bedtime I offered up a prayer, wondering if this surgery really would totally cure my Crohn’s forever and I’d never have to worry about it again. What I felt in response! An overwhelming sense of love and compassion from Above and at the same time: that God laughed. Offering to me such joy as He did so so as to make me want to laugh for joy too. I don’t know what the future holds, but, if and when it comes–we’ll handle that one together too.
And all felt right in the world.
(Ed. to add: surgery at noon tomorrow is the plan. Operating room times vary in real life, but, it’s tomorrow about then.)